It’s time for me to move on. We had our moment but it didn’t grow in to anything. Maybe we were both trying, maybe you let go first. Maybe I tried too hard, yet again. We will always have our moment. For me it will always be a moment of delight and surprise. You’ll probably … More Treasures
My heart is singing. My toes are dancing. The sun, the stars and the moon are all sparkling more than ever. I finally went to see the endontist today because I couldn’t ignore the pain in some of my teeth anymore. I’ve been putting this off and off until I finally couldn’t. I thought, no … More Hurrah, no root canals!!!!
I once dreamed that an acquaintance said to me over the phone, ‘You try too hard.’ This was years ago but it still echoes in my mind. I always try. Why wouldn’t I? Who would I be if I didn’t. I grew up in a family where our unspoken mantra was: Hard work, not cleanliness, … More Trying too hard
‘I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.’ – Frank Herbert How these words shook me the first time. … More I will face my fears
I’ve always liked the story about the last step monks must take to attain enlightenment. After years of training, their final test is to walk through a long, dark room filled with everything they fear most. Only when they can make it to the other end are they truly enlightened. I think about this a … More The room
You caught me off guard. ‘Hi, I see you here a lot.’ You do? But I’ve never seen you. I should wear my glasses more. You said more to me, but I was too stunned to say much back–just my usual smile-and-nod. When I got up to leave I wanted to say ‘bye’, but I … More Hi, I see you.
How do you do it? Every time I look at your painting, I’m astonished. The wild brush strokes that capture light on a window pane so perfectly. It’s a photograph, but when I come closer, real close, it’s just paint roaming deliriously on a canvas. The leaves strewn on the street, randomly clinging to that … More Mr Harris
Your smile woke me up. The way you smiled at me made me feel like I was waltzing with the stars. In that instant I was whole–shimmering and whole. You gave me a peek in to what relationships could be.
I’m constantly searching, improving. Am I so broken that I need ongoing renovations? When I really listen. When I, shhhhhh… the answer is, ‘no, I don’t.’
It’s easier to imagine you than it is to get to know you. In my mind you’re everything I want you to be, you’re everything I need. There’s no hurt feelings, no misunderstandings, no risk. But that’s also the downside. To get to know you means reaching out beyond my ledge and onto yours. What … More You